MommyWeighLess

Every gal has her fat day. Every gal that read that just nodded in agreement. Every gal that just read that laughed because they nodded...at least I like to pretend in my head that you all nodded and laughed...and you might still be laughing now... But don't fret ...I won't quit my day job in hopes for my BIG Comedy Central break! And I won't quit dreaming about it either! I'm sitting at my desk today, looking down at my massive belly roll hanging over my snug feeling jeans feeling all kinds of un-sexy and fat. Yup...I feel fat today. I mean, I am fat everyday, but today is a real exception. And as I sit here thinking this, and reading back what I have typed about myself whether in dark humor or not, I am very ashamed of myself . I thought about deleting this and going a different direction but realized I have brought an issue up that needs addressed and I need to be honest. I'm ashamed that I am not thinner. Ashamed that I don't fit into today...

I have been battling to get myself together and get these last pesky 50 pounds off. I have lacked motivation for a while. Between busy 40-50 hour work weeks, school, kids, dinner, house chores, family time, etc... I could make countless excuses ...I have neglected myself yet again. I stopped working out, but I have done my best to keep my eating in check. Essentially I have been maintaining for the last 8-12 months. All of that changed dramatically on Wednesday, September 30, 2015. This is my restart date. And there is a very rude man I want to thank for that. I have always been overly critical of myself. There aren't many women that don't judge themselves on a daily basis. I have always battled with my lack of positive self image, even though I've never had a reason to be so hard on myself. My parents taught us to love ourselves no matter what, and Dustin has never done anything to make me feel less than beautiful. My body has done some amazing things in the last ...

Most women love going to the salon and being pampered but it is hard to find the time and sometimes hard to spare the extra money to do so. I for one, love the beautiful feeling I get shortly after getting my nails done. It makes me feel relaxed, pampered, and like I could grab the bull by the horns. ..                                                                             all because I got some badass nail color!           .. .I will take a side of Superwoman with that coat of teal polish please! Anyways... I just cannot justify spending twenty five bucks every two weeks to get a gel polish manicure especially when Christmas is fast approaching, and my entire family has birthdays in the next several months! That and I am cheap.  Really cheap. ...